Give by Sleep Token (Lyric Video)

I'm just going mentally insane right now. People just didn't care about forgiving me I didn't mean to be transphobic towards a person and to gaslight like it's not who I am. I know my behavior is unacceptable but I admit my mistakes a few days ago I do amit that i was stalking and harassment and I'm not the type the person to guilt trip people over me being guilty of doing wrong things and wanting to end myself. I recently got banned from WikiWolff and SunnyGamerVT saying that I'm not learning from their mistakes when I'm trying to People tell me to move on but never told me how to which is like hurting to me Like they don't know what i've been going through at home and they don't care about me anymore A ban or a block that people gave to me that i was planning to make friends with and don't accept my apology is equalling a increased rate of self harm and even lead to suicide. I don't wanna be blocked over a dumb mistake that I did as a minor. I just wanna be forgiven and I just wanna earn a second chance I just wanna give them all that I can give. I'm just done with everyone and maybe i won't want to do a good deed ever again I don't know who I am anymore